Hard. Heart. Hurt

Hard...

It's hard to be strong when i have seen many messages from someone in your inbox. It's hard to hold my tears when you said loudly in front of me. It's hard to hold the longing when you far away. It's hard to keep my smile when our relationship was broke up. It's hard to convince my self that it will be happy ending, it will be fine..and everything gonna be okey.

Heart...

My heart always keep your face, your smile, your anger, everything about you in my heart, in my mind... Although sometimes you hurt the same heart..

Hurt...

I need your shoulder, I need your hand, I need your hug, I need your smile, I need your nice words, I need a certainty of you, I need you... I need you to hold my tears when i was cried..

But Where is someone who i wish for.... Where is..?

Career. System. Company

Career is not depend on the company or our boss, but it depend on our self. Why? Because we cannot influence how the companies develop their employee career, they have their own systems or their own culture how to promote employees. Some of the company promote base on competency, seniority or based on the good relationship with the boss, there is nothing wrong with it! So, if we want to have own system. Out of your company and build a company with your system :) 

Source : Muhammad Suhada Blog